Lost Focus

You know, when you left me it’s got me going crazy Inside my mind,
I be thinking about the times all I want all back didn’t know what we had was gonna go bad, 
It’s crazy seeing another man flirt up your baby as the times are gonna show just to shame me 
Seeing another kid but it’s not mine someone come and blame me 
Feelings came to sank me holding on my back cuz I miss her, got me thinking about all the things I said and all the things I’ve done with more regret, 

Yeah, I don’t wanna lose again I don’t wanna lose, you, again, Think ab you, but it, just don’t feel alright 
Gotta keep going gotta open my sight 
But the times are a maze and its always gonna change, Ending at the blocked road feeling all but great hitting up anything to save my hate on me while You’re still doing your thang and it just don’t ring, That I need to wake up but I’m stuck 
Times are never gonna be what I want but I came for the war and don’t wanna go home,

Never gonna leave here without you 
Definitely not without you, with,out you
Definitely not without you, with, out, youuuuu
And I miss her, got me thinking about all the things I said, Girl, I don’t wanna lose again 
I don’t wanna lose, you, again,
I be so alone in the evening time, no more texting no more calling late at night,
I miss you do you miss me to girl you was so fine hmmm. I be looking at these photos thinking can they give me time back 
Waking up and hatin every situation I’ve done
Thinking other ways no one ever gonna hype at 
Can you go on back to the house where I died at 
Memories of flames burning up and now it’s like that Can you give me chance knowing I might not like that,

Coming from a man ain’t knowing where he stands been waking up and situating this is my life now 
Smoking every way just to get it off the mind how’s it ever gonna change when I haven’t taken blame 
I be feeling up the meters going south and now you seen her with the man that she loves and I barely got to meet him 

This is the way it goes now as me coming out insane 
while the mind been the same, fucking with my brain thinking awh you’ll be okay
While you hurting in the distress going home as mess and It can’t be getting less 
I..just don’t know whats your game, I’m tired of the lessons and the fences cuz I really be thinking about the times Where I knew that you were mine
But I fucked up in the field so I put you in my feels 
Spitting out game, just so you all can do the same 
Ain’t Nothing out here changing their ways, just 
get it to the point I ain’t here for the performance, you thought about the choices, think about the joys, 
But wish you’d think about my voice when you tell me it’s all you loved Told her that I change, but I stayed the same Fucked up my name I could only feel your hate you’re Cutting me out your frame, saying it’s to late while my Heart keeps on drivin living parts none forgiving but 
The devils on my road he got me playing there’s no heaven, so the Memories they haunt me The memories they haunt meeee

Sad Country Guitar Beat,
BPM70–80, acoustic guitar picking pattern, light 808 or bass, soft snare/rimshot