Writing On The Wall

As I sit down to conduct my business, I look around on the walls whats written by hopeful people, friends love interests goofy serious a few very smitten gaze around take it in smile at it all the messages to u the writing on the wall. Mostly from the heart u can tell when its read and then theres the person who wrote that thats what she said floor to ceilin wall to wall around the shelf I recognize some handwritin I know u wrote yourself and I love words but theres trouble where would I put a novel wrote the first one kind of small use my height Im pretty tall put it high up on the wall. next business meetin reread my sentiments still hit home every single bit next one more emotion different language big block letters right in front of your face an felt bad I took up the whole space might need to Translate probably illuminate and as I sit here today still true start of the week to Saturday when I write about u, it just happens that way all the days of the week and twice on Sunday, know you need time for you. I know you need the truth. I know some of what you’ve been through but I know none of what you’ve been through. I try my best to listen to you. I rage when you speak of what others would do. I want to rearrange their face know anytime I mention hate. Its nothin about you even at your worst your just great I can see right thru, I know u need to heal regenerate. I’m Not a lovesick puppy fool but I’m here anyway I’ll just try to hide my drool when I see you face-to-face. I really try to keep my cool. I know you see it anyway. but you’re never anything but a jewel. Times you’re shitty to yourself like you don’t know your value I wanna catch your gaze cause I feel like I do and it goes through the roof.high as I can reach I’m still looking up at you, but you’re humble and kind you’ll look at me laugh and be shy. You won’t agree where you sit that you’re that high I knew that night, took all of five minutes sitting on your garage floor then you came out through the door offered me snacks and smiled. I was floored no way this person is real. How big have I scored since the day hasn’t changed I only feel more. I should stop here but there’s more. so let me say this before you stop listening and get bored. I know all of these songs a bit much fyi there’s more than I send but I blush get embarrassed dont want u to think Im too much but I think of u much even tho I know your mind is with others and on me it’s not stuck but Im not what you need now not enough or not the right stuff and get in my head and treat myself rough like I didn’t do enough its not reality but I got my demons and they speak up I’ll always be reliable wish I was desirable maybe one day that path will be viable and you sit there remember relive all my smiles for you and take it all in read it written the truth now it’ll be the truth then still pick up your call still give it my all I hope u feel it while u read the writing on on the wall. Salem Life, I guess it’s a category now…