Fool In Disguise

You got your info, you’ve seen some things, and I may not deserve it but please listen to me:

Hear what I say don’t read between the lines. Don’t put words in my mouth craft my words into lies. I’m a simple man. I see what I mean usually with sarcasm and a full head of steam. If you catch me online, you can watch my stream that’s a bit of a character on a level of cocky. That’s not me if you’re reading my journal, you’re not where you’re supposed to be. Those are my thoughts enough for the public eye to see you won’t understand what they mean you may think you have the key but all you unlock is confusion and angry things.

A man with words that twist and turn trying to find my way, a runner a dreamer broken and burned, off the path and astray.

I run and I hide the truth in your eyes your words the dagger Deep in my side, in this mask of lies can you even see, me past this fool in disguise.

In my personal space, I write twisted shit. Things will seem insane and be hard to forget not meant for you not curated already just a passing thought through my pin to keep sanity. There’s parts of me you don’t know, but I’m not trying to hide sometimes to keep them secret I will tell bold face lies not plotting evil or testing your trust. I’m keeping you from the darkness. I don’t want to be us.

My whole life I’ve always been a runner. I turned the page at the drop of a hat when I met you you were a stunner. You’ve only got better. How can I run from that my feet? My feelings on my sleeve I can be sensitive. I don’t mind anyone else, but I hang on all the words you give, the can lift me to the greatest heavens or cease my very will to live

A man with words that twist and turn trying to find my way, a runner a dreamer broken and burned, off the path and astray.

I run and I hide the truth in your eyes your words the dagger Deep in my side, in this mask of lies can you even see, me past this fool in disguise.

Mistakes I’ve made have been heavy and steady. It may be too late. The water is over the levee, drowning any chance for us to remake an unstoppable train an unfixable break, when I was a state, I turned ran away wounded from your parting words, razor blades, twisting away, prevent preventing me from saying what I needed to say what you needed to hear. The words were right here on the tip of my tongue and wanting your touch, but legs only run. I only feel hate the only emotion that emanates. you have love inside. I can see it with my eyes, but my heart is blind only thing I can do is listen and what I hear is, I’m someone who does not deserve to be living.

A man with words that twist and turn trying to find my way, a runner a dreamer broken and burned, off the path and astray.

I run and I hide the truth in your eyes your words the dagger Deep in my side, in this mask of lies can you even see, me past this fool in disguise.

Goody Life…it’s on me I know, so I’ll go down that road… you deserve greatness, not sure I have any hope