Verse 1
We were trying to hold together
Something already falling through
Making homes out of almost
And calling distance truth
I got good at staying quiet
Any time my heart would ache
Kept convincing myself
Love just worked that way
Pre-Chorus
You said, “Not every love burns bright”
But it shouldn’t feel this hard every night
Chorus
I don’t blame you
But I just kept on losing me
Trying to hold on to a future
But it never wanted me free
And maybe letting go's hurting
But staying hurt's me more
And I don’t blame you
But i can’t
do this anymore
Verse 2
I could feel it in the silence
Every time you pulled away
Like we were both pretending
There was still something left to save
I kept holding onto hope
Like that alone could make us last
But love shouldn’t feel like breaking
Just trying not to crash
Pre-Chorus
You said, “I’m doing all I can”
But loving you shouldn’t feel this empty in my hands
Chorus
I don’t blame you
But I just kept on losing me
Trying to hold on to a future
But it never wanted me free
And maybe letting go's hurting
But staying hurt's me more
And I don’t blame you
But i can’t
do this anymore
Post-Chorus
Mm-mm
I just can’t lose myself
Bridge
I stayed because I thought
Leaving meant that ive failed
But maybe walking away
Its how you finally heal,
And I don’t really need someone
To tell me how to feel
Final Chorus
I don’t blame you
But I just kept on losing me
Trying to hold on to a future
But it never wanted me free
And maybe letting go's hurting
But staying hurt's me more
And I don’t blame you
But i can’t
do this anymore
Outro
No, I don’t blame you
But I didn’t want to lose me
So I chose me