I DIDNT SAY GOODBYE

(Intro – soft-spoken, almost whispered)

If I don’t wake up tomorrow…

Just know it wasn’t your fault.

I ghosted a lot of people who didn’t deserve it…

But I ain’t know how to love ’em without breaking ’em.

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(Verse 1)

I been numb for so long, I forgot how to feel

Say I’m cold, I say “good,” at least the pain ain’t real

Used to cry in the dark, now I light up and float

Got a heart full of ash, lungs full of smoke

I fucked good girls like they meant nothin’

Pushed real ones away when they meant somethin’

I got demons I sleep with and drugs on deck

Put a line on the Bible just to feel less wrecked

She said, “You never talk, just disappear”

I said, “If I said the truth, you’d never come near”

I ain’t mean to hurt, I just been lost

So I play the villain, and let love rot

I got texts I ain’t answered in months

Good friends think I’m dead or drunk

Family don’t ask if I’m okay no more

They just watch me fade behind a locked door

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(Hook – melodic, auto-tune or layered echo)

I didn’t say goodbye, I just let it die

Didn’t mean to hurt you, didn’t wanna lie

If I don’t wake up, don’t cry for me

Just know this life never fit properly

I pushed away the ones I loved the most

High as fuck while I turn to a ghost

I didn’t say goodbye, I faded instead

So if you think of me, think of me dead

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(Verse 2)

I remember her cryin’ on the floor

Sayin’ “Why you act like I ain’t here no more?”

And I ain’t have shit to say but “I’m sorry”

Knew damn well I’d leave in the morning

I’m fucked up, but that’s not your problem

I just use new pussy to dodge my trauma

I roll another blunt just to keep from feelin’

Pop a tab, now the world stops squealin’

Every day’s a rerun of regret

Say “I’m okay” when I’m feelin’ like death

She said “I’d die for you” with her eyes all red

But I ain’t even answer—I just left her on read

Can’t stand myself, but I hide it with charm

Get high, fuck, laugh—then dip like harm

Never meant to hurt her, but I did

Now I wonder if she ever healed that shit

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(Hook – again, sadder, layered with reverb)

I didn’t say goodbye, I just let it die

Didn’t mean to hurt you, didn’t wanna lie

If I don’t wake up, don’t cry for me

Just know this life never fit properly

I pushed away the ones I loved the most

High as fuck while I turn to a ghost

I didn’t say goodbye, I faded instead

So if you think of me, think of me dead

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(Bridge – ambient, echoing)

All the “I miss you”s I left on seen

All the “I love you”s that I didn’t mean

All the moments I lit just to watch them burn

Guess love’s a lesson I’ll never learn

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(Outro – whispered)

If I never text you back…

Don’t take it personal.

I’m not gone.

I just don’t know how to be here anymore.