(Intro – soft-spoken, almost whispered)
If I don’t wake up tomorrow…
Just know it wasn’t your fault.
I ghosted a lot of people who didn’t deserve it…
But I ain’t know how to love ’em without breaking ’em.
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(Verse 1)
I been numb for so long, I forgot how to feel
Say I’m cold, I say “good,” at least the pain ain’t real
Used to cry in the dark, now I light up and float
Got a heart full of ash, lungs full of smoke
I fucked good girls like they meant nothin’
Pushed real ones away when they meant somethin’
I got demons I sleep with and drugs on deck
Put a line on the Bible just to feel less wrecked
She said, “You never talk, just disappear”
I said, “If I said the truth, you’d never come near”
I ain’t mean to hurt, I just been lost
So I play the villain, and let love rot
I got texts I ain’t answered in months
Good friends think I’m dead or drunk
Family don’t ask if I’m okay no more
They just watch me fade behind a locked door
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(Hook – melodic, auto-tune or layered echo)
I didn’t say goodbye, I just let it die
Didn’t mean to hurt you, didn’t wanna lie
If I don’t wake up, don’t cry for me
Just know this life never fit properly
I pushed away the ones I loved the most
High as fuck while I turn to a ghost
I didn’t say goodbye, I faded instead
So if you think of me, think of me dead
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(Verse 2)
I remember her cryin’ on the floor
Sayin’ “Why you act like I ain’t here no more?”
And I ain’t have shit to say but “I’m sorry”
Knew damn well I’d leave in the morning
I’m fucked up, but that’s not your problem
I just use new pussy to dodge my trauma
I roll another blunt just to keep from feelin’
Pop a tab, now the world stops squealin’
Every day’s a rerun of regret
Say “I’m okay” when I’m feelin’ like death
She said “I’d die for you” with her eyes all red
But I ain’t even answer—I just left her on read
Can’t stand myself, but I hide it with charm
Get high, fuck, laugh—then dip like harm
Never meant to hurt her, but I did
Now I wonder if she ever healed that shit
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(Hook – again, sadder, layered with reverb)
I didn’t say goodbye, I just let it die
Didn’t mean to hurt you, didn’t wanna lie
If I don’t wake up, don’t cry for me
Just know this life never fit properly
I pushed away the ones I loved the most
High as fuck while I turn to a ghost
I didn’t say goodbye, I faded instead
So if you think of me, think of me dead
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(Bridge – ambient, echoing)
All the “I miss you”s I left on seen
All the “I love you”s that I didn’t mean
All the moments I lit just to watch them burn
Guess love’s a lesson I’ll never learn
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(Outro – whispered)
If I never text you back…
Don’t take it personal.
I’m not gone.
I just don’t know how to be here anymore.
3reezy
