

Prompt / Lyrics
[Intro – soft, almost talking] ⸻ [Verse 1] Wake up already tired, yeah I’m sick of this shit Mind goin’ a hundred, I can’t sit in it Say I’m good but I’m not, I just live with it Bottle everything up ‘til I flip with it I don’t wanna yell, I don’t wanna break shit But it’s like somethin’ in me just takes it And twists it, turns it into somethin’ I’m not Then I look around like what the fuck did I just cause I see it on her face and it kills me I know she don’t deserve how I get, see I swear I love her more than I say But in the moment I push everything away And I hate that Every time I snap I can’t take that back Tryna be better but I fall right back Like I’m stuck in a loop I can’t break out of that ⸻ [Pre-Hook] I’m scared of the man that I turn into When I lose control, I don’t know what to do I’m fightin’ myself and I’m startin’ to lose If I keep goin’ like this I got nothin’ to prove ⸻ [Hook – melodic, emotional] Don’t let me be this I don’t wanna live like this Every time I lose control I feel like I don’t exist I’m tryin’, I swear But it’s like nobody’s there Inside my head it’s loud as hell And I’m fightin’ for air Don’t let me be this Don’t let me be this ⸻ [Verse 2] Got a son and he watch how I move That shit hit different, I got somethin’ to lose I don’t want him growin’ up like me Angry at the world, not knowin’ what to do I remember sayin’ I’d never be that Now I’m seein’ pieces of me in my dad And that scares me more than anything Like I’m runnin’ from it but I’m fallin’ back Tryna change but I don’t know how Every time I think I got it, I’m down One bad day and I’m back to square one Feelin’ like I’m always lettin’ them down And I’m tired of sayin’ “I’ll be better” If I don’t change, I might lose forever Everything I got, everything I love All because I couldn’t get my shit together ⸻ [Bridge – rising intensity, almost screamed] I don’t wanna be this man I don’t wanna break again I don’t wanna lose my home Over shit inside my head I don’t wanna see her cry Because I couldn’t control my pride If I don’t fix this now I might lose my whole life ⸻ [Final Hook – bigger, more desperate] Don’t let me be this I don’t wanna live like this Every time I lose control I feel like I don’t exist I’m tryin’, I swear But it’s like nobody’s there Inside my head it’s loud as hell And I’m fightin’ for air Don’t let me be this Don’t let me be this ⸻ [Outro – quiet, defeated but aware] I know it’s on me I know I gotta change I just hope I figure it out Before it’s too late
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95 BPM emo trap‑rap track in minor key. Haunting saxophone loop,Late-night vibe, ambient beat, regret,heartbreak, weed
4:01
No
4/4/2026