Good enough

Without him it hurts so much. It's hard to hold back my tears often. I'm not okay even if I say I am . Still no word from you I pray your okay. I'm trying not to be selfish I know he's going through so much. He feels trapped in it . I know he cares and thinks about me often. Will he ever love me . I feel so much pain without him by my side. I feel so lost.

I want to know something other than lost and in pain . When do I get my happy ending God please tell me . He feels so lost and confused. God show me I love him . His absence is killing me . I don't want to choose wrong again. I feel so alone shell of myself.

I'm trying to be patient. What did I do wrong. Why does he run. I so want to love him . This is weighing heavy on me . It gets harder everyday. All I need is him . He needs me more than he knows. Please God all I want is one win. To be happy and loved should never be to much to ask for. I'm not perfect but I'm good enough.