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My thoughts are scattered here and there. My tears fall not sure why. Sadness fills my heart for not reason. Happy sometimes. Some days it's hard to smile. I will be better just not now. Wrong choices I've made .I fight myself long after . I have regrets til I don't.

Hard to believe in myself in a world full of haters. Ignore them I have to continue doing. Hard to decide what to feel at times. Happy is all I want to be. I don't know why I'm not there yet. I want to remember what Happy feels like. I will climb one step at a time. I'll leave my haters behind as I got to the top with no help from them.

I will bring the man beside me to my side we will be happy as we climb together. The rest will melt away. Nothing will stand between me and our happiness. I will have the strength of an army behind us . I know we will get there soon. I have to always do what's right. Some I love just can't be in my life now because they want to get in my way . So turn my back on some I must do as I climb to the top.