I woke up in the afterlight…
Yeah…
Head still spinning but the room don’t move,
Sunlight cuttin’ through the blinds I lose.
I reach for my phone but I don’t know why,
Got names on my screen I can’t recognize.
Scroll through pieces of a night I don’t own,
Messages sent but I wasn’t home.
“Where you at?” but I don’t reply,
‘Cause I don’t even know if I’m that guy.
Mirror hit me like a different face,
Same old room but a different place.
Tryna remember what I did last night,
But it fades every time I try.
I don’t remember how I got here,
But my body still feel that fear.
Heartbeat slow but my thoughts still race,
Like I left my mind in another place.
I was in the backseat of my mind again…
But now it’s quiet and I don’t know when.
Everything loud turned into smoke,
Now I’m just sitting here, barely spoke.
Clothes on the floor like a broken map,
Trying to trace every step I had.
Who was she? what did I say?
Why do I feel so far away?
I swear I was fine when the night started,
Now I’m sitting here feeling half-hearted.
Empty bottle, heavy head,
Trying to decode what I just said.
No more bass, no more lights,
Just the echo of a thousand nights.
And I don’t know if I should run or stay,
But the silence here won’t go away.
I check my phone again, same mistake,
Another message I can’t translate.
Everybody moving like I’m still there,
But I’m stuck in a missing-air stare.
I was in the backseat of my mind again…
Now I’m trying to find where I’ve been.
Pieces missing, time won’t show,
But I feel everything I don’t know.
Yeah…
I woke up in the afterlight…
And I don’t think last night was mine…
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