Afterlight

I woke up in the afterlight…

Yeah…

Head still spinning but the room don’t move,

Sunlight cuttin’ through the blinds I lose.

I reach for my phone but I don’t know why,

Got names on my screen I can’t recognize.

Scroll through pieces of a night I don’t own,

Messages sent but I wasn’t home.

“Where you at?” but I don’t reply,

‘Cause I don’t even know if I’m that guy.

Mirror hit me like a different face,

Same old room but a different place.

Tryna remember what I did last night,

But it fades every time I try.

I don’t remember how I got here,

But my body still feel that fear.

Heartbeat slow but my thoughts still race,

Like I left my mind in another place.

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

But now it’s quiet and I don’t know when.

Everything loud turned into smoke,

Now I’m just sitting here, barely spoke.

Clothes on the floor like a broken map,

Trying to trace every step I had.

Who was she? what did I say?

Why do I feel so far away?

I swear I was fine when the night started,

Now I’m sitting here feeling half-hearted.

Empty bottle, heavy head,

Trying to decode what I just said.

No more bass, no more lights,

Just the echo of a thousand nights.

And I don’t know if I should run or stay,

But the silence here won’t go away.

I check my phone again, same mistake,

Another message I can’t translate.

Everybody moving like I’m still there,

But I’m stuck in a missing-air stare.

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

Now I’m trying to find where I’ve been.

Pieces missing, time won’t show,

But I feel everything I don’t know.

Yeah…

I woke up in the afterlight…

And I don’t think last night was mine…