Backseat of mind

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

Yeah…

Started in the club with the lights too low,

Bass hit heavy, I already know.

Couple girls pullin’ me out my space,

Smiles on faces I can’t even place.

Drink in my hand but it don’t taste right,

Everything blurry in the neon light.

Names keep changin’, I forget ‘em fast,

Every moment feelin’ like it won’t last.

She said “come with me” I don’t know where,

I just followed like I didn’t care.

Laughed too loud then I lost the sound,

Somewhere in the crowd but I’m not around.

I keep chasing that feelin’ again,

Not really knowing where it begins.

One more hit just to numb the spin,

Tell myself “this the last I’m in.”

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

Watchin’ myself like I’m someone else’s friend.

Movin’ too fast but I’m stuck in place,

Tryna find me in a different face.

VIP glow but I feel so gone,

Girls around me but I’m not on.

Touch don’t land, words don’t stick,

Everything happening way too quick.

Bathroom mirror I don’t recognize,

Pupils wide but I’m still not alive.

Phone full of numbers I don’t recall,

Missed ten calls, I don’t feel them at all.

She pull me closer, I don’t resist,

Everything fade in a hazy twist.

Another round just to feel that spark,

Now I’m driftin’ through a falling dark.

I don’t know who I was that night,

I don’t know how I lost that fight.

Every high just pulls me down,

Turn the whole world upside down.

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

Everybody here but I’m not with them.

Dancin’ in circles I don’t control,

Losing pieces of my own soul.

Wake up later in a different room,

Sunlight cuts through the silent doom.

Clothes on the floor, shoes by the bed,

Try to remember what I just said.

Girls I knew feel unfamiliar,

Faces blur but the shame gets realer.

Empty bottle, heavy head,

Tryna piece together what I did or said.

Promise myself I’m done this time,

But the night keeps callin’ back my mind.

Same lights, same crowd, same spin,

And I’m back in the backseat again…