I was in the backseat of my mind again…
Yeah…
Started in the club with the lights too low,
Bass hit heavy, I already know.
Couple girls pullin’ me out my space,
Smiles on faces I can’t even place.
Drink in my hand but it don’t taste right,
Everything blurry in the neon light.
Names keep changin’, I forget ‘em fast,
Every moment feelin’ like it won’t last.
She said “come with me” I don’t know where,
I just followed like I didn’t care.
Laughed too loud then I lost the sound,
Somewhere in the crowd but I’m not around.
I keep chasing that feelin’ again,
Not really knowing where it begins.
One more hit just to numb the spin,
Tell myself “this the last I’m in.”
I was in the backseat of my mind again…
Watchin’ myself like I’m someone else’s friend.
Movin’ too fast but I’m stuck in place,
Tryna find me in a different face.
VIP glow but I feel so gone,
Girls around me but I’m not on.
Touch don’t land, words don’t stick,
Everything happening way too quick.
Bathroom mirror I don’t recognize,
Pupils wide but I’m still not alive.
Phone full of numbers I don’t recall,
Missed ten calls, I don’t feel them at all.
She pull me closer, I don’t resist,
Everything fade in a hazy twist.
Another round just to feel that spark,
Now I’m driftin’ through a falling dark.
I don’t know who I was that night,
I don’t know how I lost that fight.
Every high just pulls me down,
Turn the whole world upside down.
I was in the backseat of my mind again…
Everybody here but I’m not with them.
Dancin’ in circles I don’t control,
Losing pieces of my own soul.
Wake up later in a different room,
Sunlight cuts through the silent doom.
Clothes on the floor, shoes by the bed,
Try to remember what I just said.
Girls I knew feel unfamiliar,
Faces blur but the shame gets realer.
Empty bottle, heavy head,
Tryna piece together what I did or said.
Promise myself I’m done this time,
But the night keeps callin’ back my mind.
Same lights, same crowd, same spin,
And I’m back in the backseat again…
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