White room

I said I wouldn’t go back again…

Yeah…

Started off normal, same old night,

Same old lights, same fake vibe.

But somethin’ felt off when I walked in,

Like the room was breathin’ under my skin.

Faces blur but I know I know ‘em,

But they don’t feel real in the moment.

Music too loud but I can’t hear,

Like my head underwater, unclear.

I lost time in the middle of it all,

One second standin’, next I fall.

Not sure when it started to shift,

But I remember everything feelin’ split.

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

But this time it wasn’t pretend.

Everything broke into static and noise,

No girls, no crowd, just lost voice.

Somebody callin’ my name too loud,

Lights flash white in a spinning cloud.

Hands on my shoulders, I don’t respond,

Like I’m already halfway gone.

Then it cuts — like a missing frame,

No idea how I got my name.

Just blinking lights and a moving bed,

Cold air hitting my head.

White ceiling, I don’t know where,

Machines humming in the heavy air.

Tryna speak but it don’t come right,

Like I left my words in the night.

They ask me questions I can’t hold,

Everything feels too far, too cold.

Heart slows down then it kicks back in,

Like I lost myself and found it again.

I don’t remember how far it went,

But I remember what silence meant.

No more bass, no more crowd,

Just a voice saying I made it out.

I was in the backseat of my mind again…

But I don’t wanna go back again.