Loser

I hate the skin I'm in 
I despise the Life I lived 
I can't get ahead
I just can't win.
Why must I hate myself
Why do I feel that way 
Why is it so easy 
For everyone to walk away?

Where is my crossroads
Where's my fork in the bend
Where was the man in the mirror
Or my on who I can depend

Can't they see the lines
Around my darkened eyes
Or just how pale my skin is 
Do you realize 
Don't you see I'm losing 
This hand that I've been dealt 
If only you could feel 
The pain that I felt 

Where is my crossroads 
Where's my fork in the bend 
Where's my man in the mirror 
Or my on who I can depend? 

My body is withering away 
A shadow of me stands here today 
Can't you see my time has come 
I can't undo what time is done 

Where is the man in the mirror 
Where is my fork in the bend
Where is my own personal crossroads 
Isn't there anyone on who I can depend

Country twang, acoustic, delta blues, female