My Goodbye Song

I don't know if I can go on 
It seems I've lost all hope you see
I'm trying to write my goodbye song 
But every word feels wrong to me


I can't explain the pain I feel
Or the overwhelming sadness
I carry wounds that will never heal
That killed my sanity and birthed my madness
 

The words won't come 
I try and try
Can't write the lyrics 
For my goodbye

I can hear the melody though
The sound of utter despair
With each note the doom will grow
Until it becomes too much too bare. 

The finale will be the most beautiful part
When the music ceases to play.
That's where me and my sorrows part 
When the silence comes to stay


There are no words 
I try and try
I can't find the lyrics 
To say Goodbye

Country twang rock delta blues acoustic female