My Goodbye Song

I don't know if I can go on

It seems I've lost all hope you see

I'm trying to write my goodbye song

But every word feels wrong to me

I can't explain the pain I feel

Or the overwhelming sadness

I carry wounds that will never heal

That killed my sanity and birthed my madness

The words won't come

I try and try

Can't write the lyrics

For my goodbye

I can hear the melody though

The sound of utter despair

With each note the doom will grow

Until it becomes too much too bare.

The finale will be the most beautiful part

When the music ceases to play.

That's where me and my sorrows part

When the silence comes to stay

There are no words

I try and try

I can't find the lyrics

To say Goodbye