(Verse 1)
I gave you my heart, I gave you my trust,
I stood by your side when things got rough.
I blocked out the voices, I chose your name,
I fought for us through every storm and every rain.
I don’t know when loving you
Started feeling like something I had to prove.
Every argument ends the same,
Somehow I’m the one who takes the blame.
(Pre-Chorus)
I’m tired of saying sorry
For things I didn’t do.
I’m tired of feeling guilty
Just for loving you.
I’d give you forever, I’d give you my hand,
But I don’t know how much more I can stand.
(Chorus)
When is it my turn to be happy?
When do I get to feel enough?
Why am I always the problem
When I’m the one who never gave up?
I love you more than words can say,
I’d choose you every single day.
I see a future, I see your name,
I see a ring and a life we could make.
But I’m breaking while I’m trying
To hold us together somehow.
I keep asking myself…
When is it my turn now?
(Verse 2)
I remember all the times I stayed,
All the nights I cried but never walked away.
I swallowed my pride, I changed my ways,
Just hoping you’d see the love I gave.
I’m not perfect, I know that’s true,
But I’m not the enemy standing in front of you.
I deserve to be heard, I deserve to be loved,
Not made to feel like I’m never enough.
(Bridge)
I don’t want to fight you,
I don’t want to lose you.
You’re the person I pictured forever with.
But I can’t keep disappearing
Just to make you feel bigger.
Love shouldn’t feel like this.
(Final Chorus)
When is it my turn to be happy?
When do I get to breathe?
When do I stop apologizing
For the love you say you need?
I’m still the girl who chose you,
I’m still the one who stayed.
But I need you to love me too,
Not just the parts you can’t blame.
I’d marry you tomorrow,
I’d still choose you somehow…
But I need to know, my love…
When is it my turn now?