“I Really Loved You”
Verse 1
I never thought we’d end up here,
Two people who once couldn’t go a day without talking.
We spent hours on the phone until we fell asleep,
Sharing dreams, sharing laughs, just enjoying each other’s company.
We’d sit in the car singing old-school songs,
Like two teenagers falling in love for the very first time.
Those moments felt so real to me,
And I honestly believed they were real to you too.
I stood by your side through every season,
Not because I had to, but because I wanted to.
I loved you deeply, supported your dreams,
And gave everything I knew how to give.
Chorus
That’s what hurts the most…
Not that you left, but how you left.
No explanation, no conversation,
Just distance where love used to live.
And I still can’t understand
How someone who once called me their best friend
Can treat me like a stranger now.
Verse 2
I helped build a life with you because I believed in us.
I believed in family.
I believed that when life got hard,
We would face it together.
Instead, I found myself carrying the weight alone,
Trying to hold together what was already falling apart.
Not because I was weak,
But because I loved you enough to keep trying.
I know I’m not perfect.
I’ve made mistakes too.
But one thing I can say with confidence is this:
My love for you was genuine.
Chorus
That’s what hurts the most…
Not that you chose another path,
But that you made me feel like the enemy
After everything we shared.
After the late-night conversations.
After the laughter.
After the memories.
After all the love.
How do you walk away from that so easily?
Bridge
But I’m learning that not every question gets an answer.
Not every goodbye comes with closure.
Sometimes all you can do is trust God,
Pick up the pieces, and keep moving forward.
So I’m giving this pain to Him.
Because carrying it alone is too heavy.
And while my heart may still ache,
I know He is healing what you broke.
Outro
I don’t hate you.
I don’t wish bad on you.
I just wish things had been different.
I wish you would have talked to me.
I wish you would have been honest.
I wish the love we shared had mattered enough
To deserve a proper goodbye.
But even through the hurt,
I know God is still writing my story.
And maybe one day you’ll understand
That all I ever did was love you.
And if loving you wasn’t enough…
Then I have to believe that God has something better waiting for me. ❤️
