If someone was there for me

You ever be there for everybody but one of your return to fall apart nobody there I’ve been wondering what it feels like to be loved the way I love I wish someone love me the way I love everyone else the way I answer every call when they need help the way I stay through every storm and everybody leaves the way I give my whole heart expect nothing from me. I wish someone would help me when I’m falling apart. And saw the pain I’ve been hiding underneath my heart. Cause I spent my whole life saving somebody else I just wish someone loved me in the way I loved everyone else I was the friend that was always there for someone who needed me but who was there when I needed them I gave everything I had just to feel something real I was pouring out my heart they was taking what they need they never gave it back. They just left me empty when they leave. I was trying to be enough was changing just to fit didn’t even see myself slowly disappearing it. I was giving my love like I aint need it for myself I put your feelings over mine left my heart on the shelf every time you pulled away I was chasing you instead didn’t know I was losing me just to keep you in my head