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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Teeth grit
Jaw wired shut
I’m a storm in a skin suit
Rot in my gut
Old me in the mirror
Red eyes, cheap gin
Saying “one more shot, kid”
“C’mon, let me in”
Claw marks in my memory
Nights I don’t name
Every bruise that I buried
Still bleeds in my brain
I was laughing at the wreck
While I burned every bridge
Now I’m sober on the edge
With a knife to my habits
[Chorus]
I’m dry as a coffin, but I’m still rotting inside
Every day is a war just to stay alive
Miss that poison in my veins, but it buried my mind
I’m trying to be better, but I’m built to divide
I hate who I was
I hate who I am
I’m holding this line
With a shaking hand
[Verse 2]
Woke up to an ashtray
Where my friends used to be
They dipped when the chaos
Stopped coming for free
I used to toast to my damage
Now it toasts to me
All the ghosts that I blacked out
Pulled up a seat
Past me’s in the back row
Cheering for relapse
Screaming “die slow
You ain’t built to adapt”
But I’m done being a punchline
In my own sick joke
So I choke down the urge
While it claws at my throat (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m dry as a coffin, but I’m still rotting inside
Every day is a war just to stay alive
Miss that poison in my veins, but it buried my mind
I’m trying to be better, but I’m built to divide
I hate who I was
I hate who I am
I’m holding this line
With a shaking hand
[Bridge]
All that rage in my ribs
All that rust on my tongue
I could drown in the past
Or I could cut it and run
So I spit at the bottle
Like it’s spitting on me
If I gotta stay furious
To crawl out, then let it be (hey!)
[Chorus]
I’m dry as a coffin, but I’m still rotting inside
Every day is a war just to stay alive
Miss that poison in my veins, but it buried my mind
I’m trying to be better, but I’m built to divide
I hate who I was
I hate who I am
If anger’s my armor
I’ll use it to stand
Details
GeneratedMar 8, 2026
Duration2:51
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Hybrid of guttural death metal riffs and aggressive rap over double-kick blasting and chugged low-tuned guitars; male vocals split between rapid-fire bars and deep growls. Verses stay tight and claustrophobic, drums surging under palm-muted riffs; chorus widens with gang shouts, dissonant chords, and a half-time stomp. Final bridge strips to drums, bass, and vocal before a wall-of-sound finale., death metal, metal
Credits
Prompt bymgoods
ModelAria v5
Prompt
rap, metal, death metal, hating your self and being angry all the time violent undertones talking about being sober and how you wish you could still drink angry abut your past and trying to be better
