Why

Will I ever get this right . I always choose wrong and cause myself another heartbreak. How many times do I have to do this to myself. How many times can my break before it shatters. God why is this happening to me? Why do I hurt more than others. Why do you put the wrong one in my path when you know how it ends.

When I think about him sometimes it's hard to breathe. How long can I hang on . I know he feels it. He's all I want. I love him more than I know how. I feel like I'm always on the losing end . Why God are the wrong ones always put in my path. I wonder if I'm meant to be with anyone. I need him in my life instead of in my head all the time. I feel he misses me. I miss him like crazy . Will I ever get my happy ending?

Am I worthy of his love? Why is he not with me? I'm trying not to doubt myself. Life is making that hard. I pray to you please help me be happy again.