[Intro]
Quiet nights, restless thoughts, shadows in my mind
Trying to reassemble the pieces I left behind
[Verse 1]
Not good for my mental, the weight I can’t ignore
Battle scars from battles, I fought and swore to soar
What did I get into, too many issues deep
Trying to find the silence in the chaos I keep
[Pre-Chorus 1]
Said handle me gentle, I know I can’t fix you
Running in circles, what am I supposed to do?
Knew that this would happen, but I wished for a change
Now I’m caught in the storm, feeling kinda strange
[Chorus 1]
Went to causing static, hoping I could heal
Trying not to be dramatic, but this pain is real
Turning into a savage, trying to stay strong
Knew that it would happen, knew it all along
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[Verse 2]
Poured my soul into rivers, they just ran dry
Screaming in silence, never asking why
Every scar is a story, every tear is a flame
But I’m learning who I am in the wreckage of pain
[Pre-Chorus 2]
Said love me or leave me, don’t stand in between
I’m tired of drowning in someone else’s dream
Thought that I was broken, but I’m breaking free
The ashes of the past won’t be the end of me
[Chorus 2]
Went to causing static, hoping I could heal
Trying not to be dramatic, but this pain is real
Turning into a savage, finding where I belong
Didn’t think I could manage, but I proved me wrong
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[Bridge]
Almost broke the barriers, the walls I built tight
Thought I was healing, found a flicker of light
But you found someone more alluring, left me in the dust
Trusting again, feels like breaking rust
[Outro]
Slow vibes, I breathe in, I breathe out
Trying to trust again, despite all my doubt
Silent nights, I’m learning, I’m stronger somehow
The pieces are scattered, but I’m whole right now