My secret

You put my heart on overdrive. The love for you I have to hide because you're with her . Does he love her ? Will we ever have our chance . I hope someday he will love me back. For now it's my secret to keep . I hate hiding how I feel it breaks my heart.

I see him like no other can . I see his pain and confusion and his loneliness. When he laughs and smiles I don't want it to go away. I feel like I've always known him. Like we were never strangers. Can he ever love me again. I feel it is possible. God why do I want him so bad . My heart feels so much. I barely know him.

The love I have for him feels like it's never ending. I don't like the waiting but I know I have to be patient and give it time. For now it's my secret to keep. It's getting harder everytime I see him. I will stay strong til it's time. God help me hes always on my mind in my dreams. I want so much for my chance at happiness and feel real love again.