Mindset

[Verse 1]
Im getting high
to block the thoughts of you
I tried to forget the past
but it still takes hold of me
They say I just retired
But im just tired of all their bullshit
Looking at the knives to see which ones are dull

[Chorus]
Kicking me again while im banging my head
Nothing can stop my mind
Was i just unimportant?
Breathing in your toxicity 
I was just unimportant 

[Bridge]
Buying myself stuff to give myself pleasure
This isnt my treasure
Nothing but garbage 
It isnt because im afraid to move foreword but fear of the future
Im still stuck doing the same shit
Digging myself in a deeper grave

[End Chorus]
Kicking me again while im banging my head (I wish I was a better partner)
Nothing can stop my mind (I know I know I know I need to a purpose)
Was i just unimportant? (But what is my purpose without you?)
Breathing in your toxicity (fed me lies to keep things going)
I was just unimportant 

emo-rap, emo pop, melancholic, hip hop trap beats, male vocals, somber tone, underground hip hop