Mindset

Im getting high

to block the thoughts of you

I tried to forget the past

but it still takes hold of me

They say I just retired

But im just tired of all their bullshit

Looking at the knives to see which ones are dull

Kicking me again while im banging my head

Nothing can stop my mind

Was i just unimportant?

Breathing in your toxicity

I was just unimportant

Buying myself stuff to give myself pleasure

This isnt my treasure

Nothing but garbage

It isnt because im afraid to move foreword but fear of the future

Im still stuck doing the same shit

Digging myself in a deeper grave

Kicking me again while im banging my head (I wish I was a better partner)

Nothing can stop my mind (I know I know I know I need to a purpose)

Was i just unimportant? (But what is my purpose without you?)

Breathing in your toxicity (fed me lies to keep things going)

I was just unimportant