(Verse 1)
Your name still burns across my phone at 2AM
Missed calls stacked like gravestones again
I swear I almost let you go this time
But your voice cuts through me like a warning sign
You kiss every scar like you wanna stay
Even the ones I tried to hide away
I don’t know how to be loved softly
Without expecting you to leave me
(Pre-Chorus)
You pull my hands away from my own throat
Teach my chaos how to breathe slow
And God, I hate how much I need it
(Chorus)
Loving you terrifies me
The way you see right through me
Crimson eyes in the dark
Still tracing around my broken parts
You hold me like I’m worth saving
While my mind keeps hesitating
If heaven’s real, you’re where it finds me
But loving you… terrifies me
(Verse 2)
I memorized the sound of losing people
That’s why I turn distant when things feel peaceful
You say forever like it isn’t dangerous
Like my past won’t eventually poison us
And every fight turns into orbiting flames
Two damaged hearts with gasoline veins
But somehow your hands still find mine
Even after all the worst nights
(Pre-Chorus)
You pull me out from the edge again
Like you can love what I’ve always condemned
And God, I’m scared you mean it
(Chorus)
Loving you terrifies me
The way you see right through me
Crimson light around your skin
Makes me wanna try again
You hold me like I’m worth saving
While my soul keeps separating
If heaven’s real, you’re where it finds me
But loving you… terrifies me
(Bridge — emotional explosion)
So if I run—
Don’t let me disappear
If I go numb—
Scream until I hear
Cause nobody stayed long enough
To learn the language of my love
But you do
You do
And that’s the part that scares me most
(Final Chorus)
Loving you terrifies me
But maybe that’s what healing means
Bleeding out the old versions of me
So somebody good can finally breathe
You hold me through every nightmare
Like even darkness deserves care
And if forever’s real, come find me
Even if loving you terrifies me
(Outro)
Missed calls… red lights… your voice in the static
You’re the only thing my chaos never made tragic
QXA