Ruin Myself

You move like a storm through an empty church

Cold hands, gold light, pulling me first

Your name on my tongue like a curse I chose

Like roses growing from a broken nose

And I know

This kind of love leaves blood in the sink

Leaves ghosts in the hallway too scared to speak

But God, when you touch me

I finally breathe

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So pull me under slowly

Till I forget my own skin

If loving you’s a fever

I never wanna heal again

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I would ruin myself for you tonight

Burn every piece of me just to keep you warm

Baby, we were born from the same dark light

Two hearts beating violent in another storm

If Heaven can’t hold us

Then let the angels watch us fall

Cause your love feels like the end of everything

And somehow still feels holy after all

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We danced in the wreckage like kings and thieves

You wore my sins in your ripped black sleeves

Every missed call, every slammed door

Only made me want you more

And your eyes—

God, they look like the edge of the world

Like the kind of fire men die for

I know we’re dangerous

But I don’t wanna survive this love anymore

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So carve your name into me

Like a prayer I can’t outrun

If obsession is religion

Then you’re the only one

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I would ruin myself for you tonight

Burn every piece of me just to keep you warm

Baby, we were born from the same dark light

Two hearts beating violent in another storm

If Heaven can’t hold us

Then let the angels watch us fall

Cause your love feels like the end of everything

And somehow still feels holy after all

⸻

Undone

That’s what you make of me

A beautiful collapse in slow motion

Your fingerprints still glowing on my throat

And I’d do it again

Again

Again

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I would ruin myself for you tonight

Even if it turned my soul to smoke

Cause loving you is the only time

This empty body ever felt like home

And if the whole world burns out

While your heartbeat’s next to mine

Let the ashes fall around us

We’ll call it paradise tonight