Front Row to Hell

(Intro)

Screaming inside, nobody hears

Carrying ghosts for all these years

(Verse)

Piggy calls while the bullets fly

Baby’s big eyes still break me inside

Door kicked in, trigger almost pulled

Kids screaming loud through the thin wall

Man jumps nineteen, body hits hard

CPR on sand, waves at my feet

Guy walks beach with face blown apart

AK aimed at me, they said I was wrong

(Prechorus)

Come home quiet, I don’t speak a word

You talk bad days, mine stay unheard

I nod and smile while the nightmares burn

I’m dying slowly and no one learns

(Chorus)

Sky turned gray, trees turned gray

Food has no taste since I walked away

I miss the fire, I miss the fight

But it almost killed me every night

Dreams drag me back to the sheriff’s car

I left that life but it won’t release me

Front row to hell, it took my soul

I’m screaming for help but I’m all alone

(Verse)

Machete swings, cuts into my skin

Bodies mangled where the forest spins

House on fire, kid covered in ash

Pitbull tears leave blood on the floor

Three drownings back to back that day

Father died while the son still breathed

I carry it silent, day after day

No one sees the price that I paid

(Prechorus)

You see airport cop, nothing happens here

You don’t see the weight that I still bear

I suggest training, they roll their eyes

They don’t understand the real price

(Chorus)

Sky turned gray, trees turned gray

Food has no taste since I walked away

I miss the fire, I miss the fight

But it almost killed me every night

Dreams drag me back to the sheriff’s car

I left that life but it won’t release me

Front row to hell, it took my soul

I’m screaming for help but I’m all alone

(Bridge)

This is me bleeding out

All the pain I never talk about

I’m screaming inside but no one hears

Been suffering alone year after year

I miss the job but it breaks my heart

I’m lost and broken, can’t you see the scars?

This song is my truth, my silent scream

Please listen close, I need you to believe

(Chorus)

Sky turned gray, trees turned gray

Food has no taste since I walked away

I miss the fire, I miss the fight

But it almost killed me every night

Dreams drag me back to the sheriff’s car

I left that life but it won’t release me

Front row to hell, it took my soul

I’m screaming for help but I’m all alone

(Outro)

I’m right here screaming

Please hear me now

I need you to see me

Before I break down