[Verse 1]
Same place, same shift, same routine air
Familiar faces, you standing there
Nothing felt off, nothing felt strange
Didn’t know everything was about to change
You laughed with me like you always did
While hiding something I can’t forgive
I thought I knew you, thought you were safe
Now I can’t recognise your face
[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep asking, over and over
How did I miss it? How was I closer?
[Chorus]
How did you smile like nothing’s wrong?
Play the part for oh so long?
While you were crossing every line
Twisting something that was mine
You took my face, you took my trust
Turned it into something unjust
And I’m left here, sick inside
From all the things you chose to hide
[Verse 2]
You showed up every day like that
Joking round, just normal chat
Stood with him like you were mates
Like you weren’t sealing both our fates
Talking easy, side by side
While living out a hidden life
You played us both so perfectly
Like we were blind to what you’d be
[Pre-Chorus]
I trace the steps, I scan the signs
But all I see are blurred-out lines
[Chorus]
How did you smile like nothing’s wrong?
Play the part for oh so long?
While you were crossing every line
Twisting something that was mine
You took my face, you took my trust
Turned it into something unjust
And I’m left here, sick inside
From all the things you chose to hide
[Verse 3]
Now everything feels different, wrong
Like I don’t know where I belong
I lie awake most every night
Replaying it, can’t switch it off right
Every look feels sharp and strange
Like they all see me rearranged
I feel their eyes, I feel the shift
Like I’m the one they talk about in bits
And I’m so angry I could break
At all the trust you chose to take
[Bridge]
And I hate that I feel ashamed
Like I’m the one who’s somehow to blame
Even if it isn’t real
It doesn’t change the way I feel
You took control, you took my choice
Silenced something in my voice
Now I don’t know what’s left of me
Or who I’m meant to trust to be
[Bridge]
You weren’t a stranger passing through
You stood there like I mattered to you
[Final Chorus]
How did you smile like nothing’s wrong?
Stand beside us all along?
While you were breaking everything
Behind the mask you chose to bring
You took my face, but not my name
I won’t carry all that shame
‘Cause what you did speaks loud and clear
And none of that belongs to me, not here
[Outro]
It’s messy, it’s raw, it doesn’t end
Losing you wasn’t losing a friend
Just losing the lie I thought was true
And learning I deserved better friend than yoy
Rin
