What Is Real

(Intro/Melodic hums to the guitar)

Hmm mmhhmm yeah mmmhhhmm

Noooo ohh why

Hmmmm hmmm hmmm nooo

(Hook)

She keeps on asking me “baby is this love even fucking real” (real?… real?…)

My eyes roll back im hoping she doesn’t know im rolling off of a pill (off a pill… yeah…)

Baby I know im high out my mind but baby there’s alot of time to kill (time to kill…)

“Baby is this real?” (is it real?… hmm…)

(Verse 1)

Late nights, dark room, fighting thoughts inside my head (my head)

I been drowning in emotions, sleeping deep like I’m the dead (dead)

She want all my love right now, but I’m barely standing still (standing still)

Depression got me chained up, baby this ain’t how I heal (nah)

I been staring at the ceiling while the world keep spinning fast (too fast)

Thinking if this pain I’m hiding ever really gonna pass (gonna pass?)

Baby I don’t mean to hurt you, I’m just hurting deep inside (inside)

Tryna fight these demons daily while I’m tryna stay alive (stay alive)

(Pre-Hook)

These arguments are the only time you open up baby what is your deal? (what’s the deal?)

I know I’m less of a man when I cry but it lease baby listen to how I feel (how I feel… yeah)

Baby it’s real, I don’t know how to say how I fucking feel (hmm… don’t know…)

(Hook)

She keeps on asking me “baby is this love even fucking real” (real?… real?…)

My eyes roll back im hoping she doesn’t know im rolling off of a pill (rolling… rolling…)

Baby I know im high out my mind but baby there’s alot of time to kill (too much time…)

“Baby is this real?” (hmmmmm…)

(Verse 2)

I don’t think it’s time for love when I can’t even love myself (myself)

Got me fighting with myself, putting heartbreak on the shelf (on the shelf)

You say “baby let me in,” but my soul been feeling cold (so cold)

I got scars behind these eyes that I never really show (never show)

I still care, don’t get it twisted, baby know your love is real (it’s real)

But depression got me numb and I can barely fucking feel (barely feel)

I just need a little time before this darkness fade away (fade away)

Cause if love get in the way, baby we both feel the pain (the pain)

(Bridge / Hum)

(Hmmmmm… oh-oh… yeah…)

I been tryna find myself (find myself)

(Hmmmmm…)

Before I lose somebody else (somebody else)

(Final Hook)

She keeps on asking me “baby is this love even fucking real” (real?… tell me…)

My eyes roll back im hoping she doesn’t know im rolling off of a pill (off a pill…)

Baby I know im high out my mind but baby there’s alot of time to kill (time to kill… yeah)

“Baby is this real?” (is it real?… hmmmmm…)