Still Talking To The Sky

Yeah…

I still talk to you…

Even though you gone…

I still talk to you like you ain’t left,

Like you just somewhere catchin’ your breath,

Like if I sit in the silence long enough,

I’ll hear your voice in the quiet stuff.

But this shit hurt and it don’t feel fair,

You ain’t here but I feel you everywhere,

In every song, every smell in the air—

Damn… I still turn like you standing there.

They say you in a better place,

So why the hell I still need your face?

Why every dream feel so damn real,

Then I wake up and gotta deal…

I been talkin’ to the sky like you might reply,

Ask God why the good ones gotta die,

I ain’t healed, I just learned how to hide it,

Got this pain, man, I never outride it.

Yeah I smile but that shit be fake,

Every memory feel like heartbreak,

If heaven got a phone, I’d call all night…

Just to hear you say I’m alright.

Got so much shit I ain’t get to say,

All them words just got in the way,

All them laughs we ain’t finish through—

Now they just echo without you.

And I’m tryin’ but I’m fuckin’ tired,

Holdin’ it in like I ain’t wired,

Like I ain’t breakin’ inside my chest—

Like I ain’t missin’ you more than the rest.

I hope you see me when I try,

When I laugh or when I cry,

When I’m strong or barely breathin’…

Tell me you still got a reason…

I been talkin’ to the sky like you might reply,

Ask God why the good ones gotta die,

I ain’t healed, I just learned how to hide it,

Got this pain, man, I never outride it.

Yeah I smile but that shit be fake,

Every memory feel like heartbreak,

If heaven got a phone, I’d call all night…

Just to hear you say I’m alright.

And I swear I’d give it all just to see your face,

Even for a second, I’d trade my place,

This world feel cold, this shit ain’t the same…

Ever since they said your name.

So I’ll keep talkin’ to the sky…

Even if I never get a reply…

Yeah… I miss you like hell…

And I ain’t even gon’ lie…