I used to love you

I used to love you now I’m supposed to hate you,

I get up everyday and look at my son you took from me ,

That’s when my hate starts,

I’m the one to blame I didn’t get back o. The road that I needed to,

You taught me that 4 letter word is just a word, when I think about it, I drink about it,then I can’t help missing it,

You were ruthless ripping my family away,

You didn’t this I would rise from the fire you lit to burn me down, but when I inhaled the smoke I rose above I didn’t choke

You new I wasn’t a joke but you still tried to make my world disappear,

Now it’s my turn I ripped the heart out of my chest just to show you I’m not the rest and I got on the right road

I grew cold and colder and made me mean and numb I had no choice you gave me no choice cold like ice if you want different you should of worked on you to instead of acting like your perfect now this is the consequences of your actions own it

You always called me a crackhead but I’ve never done crack, wack is your specialty, I can’t believe I let you have a peace of me I knew better I listened to you say the 4 letter word it’s just a word

I used to love you

Not anymore now I feel like you are just the same as those 4 letters just a word

U underestimated the power of the love for my kids that grow day by day

I used to love you now my hate doesn’t hesitate

You should thank me for dealing with you for some reason I thought ,

I was supposed to but now I see through the fake I couldn’t make

You see what I was trying to show you that all I do is hustle and hustle make as much as I could out of nothing and you didn’t see

Anything you just said fuck it and ran

Loyalty is something that lives in something that is real and has zero intention of ever changing which in this day and age is rare