(Verse 1)
I’ve never held a hand in winter,
Never kissed someone goodnight.
I’ve never had a heart to ruin,
Never felt that kind of light.
And people talk about the magic—
How it hits you when it’s real.
But I’ve been standing by the doorway,
Wondering what it’s like to feel.
(Pre-Chorus)
Maybe I’m waiting, maybe I’m scared,
Maybe it’s easier not being cared for…
(Chorus)
’Cause I’ve never been in love—
Not the kind that changes you,
Not the kind that pulls you closer
When you don’t know what to do.
Never laughed inside a bedroom,
Never whispered “is this enough?”
I’m a stranger to the feeling—
I’ve never been in love.
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(Verse 2)
I’ve never shared a quiet morning,
Never felt someone breathe near.
I’ve never been the one they turn to,
Never heard “I’m happy you’re here.”
And all my friends have stories—
First times, heartbreaks, healing scars.
I’ve only watched from across the table,
Like love lived on a different star.
(Pre-Chorus)
Maybe I’m lonely, maybe I’m fine,
Maybe love’s somewhere I can’t find…
(Chorus)
’Cause I’ve never been in love—
Not the kind that takes you home,
Not the kind that makes the quiet
Feel less aching, less alone.
Never felt a heartbeat tremble,
Never let someone in enough…
I can write about the feeling,
But I’ve never been in love.
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(Bridge) (soft, cracking, alone)
Oh, maybe someday it’ll find me—
When I’m brave enough to stay.
Maybe someone in the silence
Will take my empty hands one day.
But oh… it scares me to be wanted,
To be seen and still be touched.
’Cause I’ve lived without the closeness—
I don’t know if it’s too much.
(Final Chorus)
And I’ve never been in love—
Never tasted what it’s like,
Never felt my world get bigger
Just ’cause someone held me tight.
I’ve been dreaming in the shadows,
For a feeling I’ve only heard of…
Maybe someday I’ll discover it—
But tonight…
I’ve never been in love.
BLACKLARK
