(Verse 1)
I woke up in a room that used to know my name
But everything feels distant now, like it forgot I came
I tried to speak but all the words dissolved before they fell
And I’ve been living in the silence like a self-constructed hell
(Pre-Chorus)
Every night I trace the outlines
Of the pieces that I lost
I keep waiting for a sunrise
That will never cut the frost
(Chorus)
I’m sad in ways I can’t explain
A quiet ache, a sinking pain
It grows in me like winter rain
Till I’m drowning in myself
And I can’t find a way to tell
Why loneliness fits me so well
Why sadness feels like home as well
Like I was built to break
(Verse 2)
I watch the world move on without the slightest pause for me
And maybe that’s the truth: I’m just a shadow on the street
I try to cry but nothing comes, I think I’ve frozen from within
It’s like my heart forgot the warmth of anything that isn’t dim
(Pre-Chorus)
Every memory feels haunted
By the person I once was
Now I’m just a faded echo
Of a life I barely trust
(Chorus)
I’m sad in ways I can’t explain
A quiet ache, a sinking pain
It grows in me like winter rain
Till I’m drowning in myself
And I can’t find a way to tell
Why loneliness fits me so well
Why sadness feels like home as well
Like I was made for grey
(Bridge)
If you listened close enough
You’d hear the break beneath my breath
Every heartbeat whispers softly
That I’m not meant for anything left
I keep hoping for a reason
But the reason never stays
And I’m tired of pretending
That I’ll ever be okay
(Final Chorus)
I’m sad in ways I can’t escape
It clings to me like heavy tape
And every night I suffocate
Inside a body that won’t heal
I wish I didn’t always feel
Like sorrow is the only real
But sadness holds me like it’s steel
And I can’t pull away
BLACKLARK
