Why oh why

I’m on my knees crying out why has this life pulled out everything to keep me grounded,

I’m on my knees and I’m looking at a world the won’t let me breathe I’m down and,

The days and nights keep moving and doesn’t seem to freeze,

I have fallen, I am broken I’m yelling so loud can you even see me

Why, oh why does it seem,

That the moment I smile it’s so hard to breathe,

Why, oh why does it seem;

That I try so hard to just be normal, and be me,

Why oh why,

Why oh why,

Why oh why .. the moment I smile I can’t breathe.

With this bottle to my face,

Maybe I can test the waves,

With the thought that it can’t pull me under,

I’m just wanting to be loved,

I just want to be enough,

Yet my world is shattered torn asunder.

How I wish to be smiling like the ones I see on the street,

The ones that seem to let go

How I wish to send a distress call

Here goes nothing,

Help me!

I’m begging you!

Help meeeeee!

I’m tired of the pain

Help meeeeeeee!

This is my cry to you!!!

Why, oh why does it seem,

That the moment I smile it’s so hard to breathe,

Why, oh why does it seem;

That I try so hard to just be normal, and be me,

Why oh why,

Why oh why,

Why oh why .. the moment I smile I can’t breathe.

Maybe if just breathe one more time,

Maybe If I just let go of all the pain,

Maybe this time you will see me as you walk by,

And maybe,

Just maybe…

I will be alright..