Inner Thoughts

Going through the motions of this life,

I have no idea how to stop this fear,

I close my eyes, and hope it all stops,

But the stress still brings forth tears,

I tried so hard to hold on to hope,

I wanted a vision to hold me near,

Yet each time I look into the mirror,

I remember the reflection that appears,

I see a monster, left to die,

I see a monster, left that cannot even try,

I see a monster, left in disaster,

I see a monster, left to cry,

Do you know my name, are you listening,

Do you feel my pain, it is festering,

I don’t feel myself I’m numb to it all,

Can you hear me,

Or am I talking to a wall..

For years now, I’ve seen you doubt yourself,

For years now, I’ve seen you stare into space,

For years now, I’ve held out my hand to you,

For years now, you’ve been locked in that cage,

For years now, I tried to say you are beautiful,

For years now, I’ve wanted you to turn the page,

I see an angel, that has been done wrong,

I see an angel, that can truly be strong,

I see an angel, that can fight the past,

I see an angel, you can be first not last,

I see an angel,

I see an angel,

Yes I know your name, and I’m listening,

I can feel your pain, it is festering,

I know your numb and you can’t feel at all,

Yes I can hear you, your not talking to a wall,

I can hear you

I can feel you

I can hear you

I can hear you