[Verse 1]
Black nail chips on the desk
Unread texts, I just left you on wreck
Heart in the trash with the cigarette burns
I don’t wanna heal, let the whole thing churn
Screen cracked, face split in three
You love him, you hate him, you still want me?
Bit my tongue ‘til it tastes like rust
If I say your name, it’ll turn to dust (yeah)
Claw marks deep in the plastic frame
Every time it lights up, it just spells your name
Sleep all day, let the calls stack high
If I wake up sane, that’s a glitch in my mind (mind)
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be alright
I just wanna feel that bite
Tear my code, break my spine
If it hurts like hell, then it means you’re mine
Frozen error codes in my chest, still red
If I see you online, I lose my head
I don’t wanna be alright
I just wanna feel that bite
[Verse 2]
Threw your pic in the sink, still floats
Ink from your note on my favorite coat
You said grow up, I just grew cold
Love turned sour, then it turned to mold
Friends say breathe, I just grind my teeth
You moved on, I’m stuck in repeat
Rage in the room like a strobe gone wrong
Every shadow on the wall got your voice in the tone (yeah, yeah)
Four missed calls, all from my past
Every one of them asking if this phase won’t last
I don’t want calm, I don’t want peace
I just wanna watch this feeling increase (increase)
[Chorus]