[Intro]
[glitching vox, filtered]
(yeah)
Why you back again
Why you back
[Verse 1]
You:
Look in the mirror, what you see?
Conscience:
Big waste, bad face, barely even breathe
You:
Say it louder, I’ve heard worse than that
Conscience:
Whole world lighter if you disappeared, fact
You:
Scroll past friends, think I’m not enough
Conscience:
They just act nice, they all call your bluff
You:
You just pick scars, twist every doubt
Conscience:
Only thing you’re good at is draggin’ everyone down
[Chorus]
You say I’m fat, say I’m ugly, say I’m useless, say I’m done
But you live in the dark, I live out in the sun
You want me flat on my face, on the floor right now
I’m still breathin’, still speakin’, I won’t bow
You wanna break me, bend me, shut my mouth
But I’m louder than the voice that’s countin’ me out
You whisper “end it, end it, end it, end it somehow”
I answer back “I’m still here, hear me now”
[Verse 2]
Conscience:
Your mom tired, your dad drained too
Every heavy sigh? That’s all on you
Friends text less, they just need a break
Every laugh they fake, that’s another mistake you make
You:
That’s a lie you wrote in my head as a kid
Conscience:
They’d heal fast if you just quit
You:
You’re just fear with a mask, cold in my chest
Conscience:
Only gift you can give ‘em is endless rest
You:
I got receipts, little wins you erase
Conscience:
Tiny drops in an ocean of waste
You:
If I’m nothin’, why you cling so tight?
Conscience:
I just wanna end this, do the world right
[Chorus]
You say I’m fat, say I’m ugly, say I’m useless, say I’m done
But you live in the dark, I live out in the sun
You want me flat on my face, on the floor right now
I’m still breathin’, still speakin’, I won’t bow
You wanna break me, bend me, shut my mouth
But I’m louder than the voice that’s countin’ me out
You whisper “end it, end it, end it, end it somehow”
I answer back “I’m still here, hear me now”
[Bridge]
[beat strips back, tense build]
Conscience:
Why not tonight? Why not this time?
One hard pull, all problems behind
Picture their smiles when you’re finally gone
Click, click, silence, world moves on
You:
You don’t know my people, don’t know their pain
They’d search every street, call out my name
You:
You ain’t truth, you a glitch in my brain
I’m cuttin’ you out, pullin’ your chain
Conscience:
Do it, do it, do it, do it now
Finger on the metal, sweat on your brow
Heart so loud, can you hear it pound?
This is your exit, I’ll count it down
[Outro]
[drop hits, then stark pause]
Conscience:
Three
You:
I still got time to breathe
Conscience:
Two
You:
I still got people need me
Conscience:
One
You:
I still got love to prove somehow
[beat slams back in, huge bass swell]
You:
Click, click—
[impact hit explodes, then sudden silence]