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Lyrics
[Intro]
Eyes open
I hate it
Heartbeat
I chase it
[Verse 1]
Wake up sick in the daylight
Skin cold, mind stuck on the same fight
Got scars I trace like a timeline
Every little line say "you're not fine"
I sip just to feel my own tongue
I trip just to feel kinda young
If it burns then at least it's a feeling
If it hurts then at least I'm still breathing
[Chorus]
Numb on purpose
High on the way down
Love is worthless
Still I keep you around
You’re my poison
You’re my only friend
Sober hurts more
So I fall again
[Verse 2]
You say "baby, you should slow down"
But you love me when I’m blacked out
Kiss tastes just like last night’s sin
Red eyes, you drag me back in
You leave, and the room gets louder
All the shadows start talking about her
I relapse on your name in my head
Every text that I open is a threat
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I don’t wanna feel this skin
Take me where the dark begins
You and all these chemicals
Blur until you’re beautiful
If I make it through tonight
Promise I’ll pretend I’m fine
But if I don’t, if this is it
At least the pain finally quits
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedJan 9, 2026
Duration2:32
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Very dark emo-trap, male vocals. Detuned bells over a droning pad, distant choirs, and a sharp, over-compressed drum groove. Hook explodes with layered, half-yelled harmonies and a distorted 808; verses pull back into moody, melodic rap with filtered beats and eerie ad-libs. Auto-tuned topline, wide reverbs, and subtle glitch FX to heighten the spiraling, self-destructive tension., raw, emo
Credits
Prompt by
scottriplove
scottriploveModelAria v5
Prompt
Very dark emo-trap, melodic rap
Hopeless, self-destructive, emotionally raw
Drugs as comfort, love as pain high energy being sober
