Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Ashtray full of weekends
Same hoodie, same deep dent in the couch
Phone face down on the carpet
Group chat lit, I just stare my way out
Mom text, "you good?" I leave it
Blue dots burn a hole in my chest
Friends say pull up, I ghost them
Telling lies like "I'm busy, I guess"
Heart in the laundry basket
Stained up, never folded, just thrown
Every plan that I make feels plastic
Every room that I enter ain't home
[Chorus]
I been talkin' to the ceiling like it know me
Eyes red, but I blame it on the movies
If I vanish, would they say they ever knew me?
I don't even trust the mirror, it confuses me
I'm okay, yeah I swear, that's the usual speech
But these ashtray prayers never reach, never reach
[Verse 2]
Scroll till the feed get empty
Still can't fill this echo inside
Everyone flexing they blessings
I'm stuck tryna edit my life
Ex in a new city, laughing
I replay fights on a loop
Typed "I miss you" in the notes app
Hit delete, then I swallow the truth
Uber Eats on the doorstep
Cold fries, I forgot what I bought
Sink full, but I sip from the bottle
Brain full, but I choke on my thoughts
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
If I fall asleep with the TV on
Static in my head turns down
If I make it through another dawn
Can I learn to like this town?
[low vocal register] If I say I'm fine, don't leave it
[whispered vocals] Read between my quiet sound
[normal voice] Every joke I crack got teeth in it
Bleeding every time I clown
[Chorus]
Style
rapmoody trap / emo-rap hybrid in e minor over eerie bell lead and deep sub. sparseswinging drums with big pockets of silence; male vocals super close and dry in the versethen lightly widened on the hook. subtle pitch-shifted ad-libs and ghostly harmonies answer key lines. occasional reverse fx swells and filtered risers to mark transitionsbass ducking slightly under the kick for a woozy pulse.male vocalsemomoodydeep
Prompt
rap, Moody trap / emo-rap hybrid in E minor over eerie bell lead and deep sub. Sparse, swinging drums with lots of negative space; male vocals super close and confessional, subtle pitch FX on ad-libs
Credits
Prompt by
scottriplove
scottriploveGeneratedJan 1, 2026
ModelAria v5
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