Finally faded away

it all started one gloomy day. I started drinking for fun to make everything seem OK. Heartache after heartache everything slowly started to drift away. But I always get stuck wishing every day that this damn emptiness in my heart and mind would finally fade away. so much I would love to go back and change. Why does everything have to end this damn way. by the time we realize it’s always too late. day after day not much ever seemed to fade. every night dealing with this everlasting grief. time is definitely the biggest thief. Everything you love will one day go away then you too will feel this terrible pain after it all finally fades away.. at the end of the day you’ll never expect things to go this way everything you love slowly goes to gray. at the end of every bottle I always see your face replaying in the back of my mind. Day in and day out you’re the one thing I can’t be without. wishing to be by your side until the days run out and everything finally fades away. Still missing you every day..