. The day I lost you. you found god. that’s the night I lost it all. I prayed to god after everything we did I never knew theses moments would hurt like this. I said I could never live without you and that’s just what I meant. so I’m sorry if I left you here to live with all this darkness I held in side. I’m sorry your the the only thing that felt right. loosing you broke me inside but many lessons were learned. I’ve lost this fight . nothing will ever change my love for you ,it will never change. I miss all the time we had spent growing closer and last summer. I don’t see it in your eyes the fire I lit has been gone for a while . nothing I can do will ever make you love me again. I’m sorry for everything. I know fallen guess it was never meant to be . but you just made me so goddamn happy. but with the time we have spent there’s only one thing left to say I’m still holding on too what’s left hoping you will come back agin just never forget I’m the one that will love you till the end . this is my song dust in the wind