final goal

I tried to drink you out of my head, but nothing ever seems to work. Years , go by and time passes on but hell, you’re still gone. I hate living without you. Still sitting here wondering if I ever crossed your mind. how will i go on without you ? your probably better off without me, but I can’t stand the thought that you’ve moved on. Do you remember all the words said and all the promises we made what I would do to go back to those days they say time heels, but it sure as hell ain’t looking that way. drink and drink, but your memory never fades. you were the light of my life now everything is so dark and gray. maybe one day you won’t be so damn far away.. and i won’t have to worry about everything i wish i could change . stuck here, reminiscing on those days. should’ve done it right while I had the chance. you’ll haunt me forever until the end. Imagine being the love I couldn’t mend. just wanna hold you again. We both know we were never really friends. you hold the key to my heart and soul getting you back is the final goal. life can be so goddamn low. and the bed is so cold.. You know every part of my soul. I hope you’re doing well until we cross paths again my love