gone

i’ll always wonder what i did to you. What made me the one you always had to lie too. did you ever care at all? you always left me alone. even when i needed you the most you were always gone… so far gone. how couldn’t i tell from the beginning? if i wasn’t what you wanted then why’d you keep me around that long. i’ll never be able to understand how your mind works. how could you bring yourself treat me that way? you always told me you loved me? why won’t your memory just go away. cause now your gone.

fucking gone.

will your memory ever go away?

i don’t wanna think about you everyday. wondering what i did to deserve this? did i ever mean a damn thing to you? only if you knew how much you meant to me. did i ever mean anything to you ? i always believed you and saw the best in you. even when everyone told me not too. i just wanted you. But your gone.

gone gone gone

it won’t get easier and i’ll always be thinking about all these unanswered questions. and every damn memory you left here in this house. i can’t do anything without thinking of you.. but either way your still gone. long gone

but were you ever mine if you can just up and leave like that? i was always the problem. what could i have done better? i just wish i could forget you. cause you’ll never only want me. it’ll never just be you and me. but anyways.. thank you for all the memories, i’ll never see life the same.. and forever wishing the thought of you would just be

gone, gone, gone.