your words, your exact voice, no polish, no filter. just the bleed.
i never quite understood
what truly meant to agonize me
would surely slip inside
and take me
and this body of mine
on the ride of my life
blessing or curse i don’t know
but i promise you
i’ll make it worth it
yes i promise you
i’ll put on a show
and while it might be
the most exposed you’ve ever seen in me
you’ll wish you never chose
to experience me
i promise you
it’ll hurt you in the end
i promise you
it’ll rip you right open to your core
it’ll gut you
and leave you empty
and take from you
everything you was meant to be
strip you of that ego of yours
you’re so precious
you’re just the best you
never would’ve glanced my way
if you could’ve had it any other way
you would’ve
shame on me
silly shameful child
i’ll keep you around
while i’m bored
i’ll make you my chore
i’ll rid you of your sanity
barely floating here as it is
drift away
float away
you don’t belong here to me
(that’s it. no chorus, no structure, just the wound talking.)