(heavy Tool-style intro: slow, sludgy 7/8 riff, low-tuned guitars crawling like tar, distant tribal drums, no vocals for the first 40 seconds… then it drops into your raw, fragmented voice)
i’m
twitching
again
the bitching
says
it’s me
it’s always
me
borderline
written
on the wall
in your
sharpie
blame
you
weaponize
the thing
i already
despise
spit it
back
like
i don’t
swallow
that
pill
every
morning
i
hate
myself
enough
for
both
of
us
so
why
you
still
loading
the
gun
i’m
so
scared
to
lose
you
i
push
till
you
bleed
i’m
so
scared
to
lose
you
i
become
the
reason
you
leave
that
ain’t
me
that’s
the
other
half
the
one
that
grabs
the
wheel
when
i
blink
i
try
to
stay
present
palms
open
heart
loud
but
the
second
you
flinch
he
wakes
up
swinging
black
eyes
forked
tongue
says
every
ugly
thing
i
choke
down
all
day
i
never
gave
him
keys
but
you
keep
calling
him
my
name
so
he
thinks
he
lives
here
i
know
i’m
hard
to
love
i
know
i
burn
the
house
but
when
you
blame
me
for
the
smoke
you
forget
who
struck
the
match
i’m
sorry
i’m
sorry
i’m
sorry
i
never
meant
to
let
him
out
i
just
didn’t
want
to
be
alone
with
him
with
me
with
this
(long silence… then the opening riff returns, heavier, slower, crushing, single screamed line echoing into the void)
THAT
WAS
NEVER
ME
(guitars collapse into low drone, heartbeat kick fades to nothing
ReAsh
