Breaking Free

I am becoming a man again and am starting to take responsibility for my actions but I know this isn't fiction this is actually factual facts am spitting in this track because I have been locked away in my own head in a constant state of rest unless I get the peak where I escape as am weak and I want to seek the death opportunity.

I am taking on more responsibility and more accountability for the others suffering I am no longer surfing and more disgusted in what I have become and now I am trying to make the crucial turning point in my adventure so I can have a better life and stop being a suspender in my own bender I just need to amend and take the train to the best side of my life which is where the personas have been aiming for me to go.

I know this is a huge step in the right direction so I can finally escape this infection with this medication I call my life's creation and it's made me the character I am today a man that's hoping and praying he will get his day and his golden moment as I have been lost in the moment for so long I just want to preach and speak in these songs.

I no longer crave the bong because I am increasing my testosterone breaking the rules and my code of conduct that was FUCKED!! but now I am pushing through and swooping you as I can myself for what I am and the personas are fragments of my imagination which are the real creation of this frustration I have been putting myself through I just want to pop out and say BOOOO!! HAHAHA

The damaged child is turning into a mature man well I think I am but then I realise I am still childish and it shows on my daily flow it annoys the ones in my life but I need to prevail and provide for the family that I have standing by my side am finally feeling alive and not longer dead but I know the broke boy is still buried in my head I just have to show him we can mend.

We never need to see our end so early we just have to fly like the REDKITE and crates like the G ROCK protect like the GAZA enjoy the moment like the HUNTSMAN looking towards my future like the TIMEKEEPER analysis and using my intelligent side like the MYSTIC enjoying the light of the spiritual night like the MR ZEN and staying strong having courage to conquer all like the RONIN.

The future is looking brighter in the horizon my minds quited and stop fight now am just gliding and letting my keepers keep for me to seek the life I need and the life I want I have a great life just struggling sometimes but that because the voice get louder and start to pound in my head as it spins around so I just need to accept defeat and move with the lyrics of my beats to fully understand the journey I have fulfilled and now am standing proud and watching the world move around me with the bright lights and spiritual times my only hope is to submit the rope submit the knife and submit the deeper sea and just breathe free.