A lot of you not going to like me after this but I don’t care today is the day I break the silence. How could you how could you claim you love a child that you kept in harms way. You were suppose to be my safe place my protecter. Family full of secrets and became the villain and the black sheep because I told the truth that you made people think was a lie. The nice house the nice cloths all the Christmas gifts I would give up just to have the love I was suppose to receive. You took me out my mothers life place her into a mental institution til she was 18 for whatever reason we would never know and I would have known when she got out came a kidnapped us I would have helped her to keep us hidden. You told me my mom never loved me and she left me when in fact you kept me away from her but I guess knowing your son raping me and taking my virginity was better than allowing my mom to be in her children life. The day you picked me up from the police station they told you I could not be around that man and you allowed him to come rite back into that house and beg you to stay. I did not know if you loved me or the casino better. Being told in my siblings second mother at 11 after my mom being killed to you allowing all the sexual abuse and beating me every chance you get because I broke your what goes on in this house stays in this house rule. I forced them to remove me from your home cause I could not take it anymore I would rather be in the system than to be abused anymore by you your son and others. I cried out to you plenty times to continuously get hurt by the person I need most. For you to step foot in my home a few years ago and say you not going to talk to me because your son was sexually abusing me is crazy. This is only the beginning of my story my self healing journey and brakeing the silence
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