Love and War

They say all is fair in love and war
I ain’t sure
After my 4th combat tour
Everyone I ever loved left
I’m not pure
Today I roam alone
With a head full of poems
I played with the devil 
He followed me home
Haunting me in my sleep
Ain’t had peace in awhile
When all I see in my dreams
Is death I can’t smile
Should have died a 100 times
I survived 
In the desert the Fertile Crescent 
Where no blessings are present 
Old testament messages 
Warn us of wreckage
In Ezekiel 39
Read between lines
We living the end times 
My soul died 
In Foreign lands
Where Moses cried 
Isaiah and Zachariah prophesied 
Even places like Persia 
Before the world ever heard of it 
Two thousands years later 
Americas murdering
Iran the former Persia
My AR
Never far red dot harms 
Anyone armed
They brought the beast out 
I don’t look to the sky
I pray God forgive me
When my trigger flies
Murdering any person
Even children die
Ain’t no sympathy in me
My cup is on empty 
Like a wife grieves 
When her husbands leaves
I dream the bad things 
human beings don’t wanna see
Kids with IED’s
Pulling pins cuz they seen
Their mom and dad die
Right in front of their eyes
I can’t cry 
No shame
No blame
Nothing remains
When bombs detonate 

So be grateful 
If you family’s together 
And eat at your table

Tell God  your thankful 
On Jesus can save you
When it comes to Love and War

No one’s safe from death 
When he knocks on your door

rap, hip hop