[Verse 1]
Kevin, I loved you hard
Stayed through the slammed doors
Stayed through the empty meals
Stayed through the hurt you wore
Four years gone in that cell
I held the line alone
Then you came back a stranger
And left me cold at home
[Pre-Chorus]
You looked me in the eye
Like I was still your girl
But I was sleepin' next to
A whole cracked little world
I was Florida sun
You were Alaska ice
We were built to break
When you called that love a life
[Chorus]
Ride or die, you lied
Ride or die, you lied (you lied)
I gave you my whole heart
You gave me back the blade
Ride or die, you lied
Ride or die, you lied (you lied)
I still miss your name
But I love me more today
[Verse 2]
Two last years, you ignored me
Like I was thin air
Dinner on the table
And a silence in the chair
I kept asking, "Baby, why?"
You kept turning away
Left me talking to the walls
Till my own voice frayed
I know love can bruise
I know vows can bend
But loneliness is heavy
When it comes from a friend
[Pre-Chorus]
You looked me in the eye
Like I was still your girl
But I was sleepin' next to
A whole cracked little world
I was Florida sun
You were Alaska ice
We were built to break
When you called that love a life
[Chorus]
Ride or die, you lied
Ride or die, you lied (you lied)
I gave you my whole heart
You gave me back the blade
Ride or die, you lied
Ride or die, you lied (you lied)
I still miss your name
But I love me more today
[Bridge]
I don't hate what we were
I hate what it became
The door got too heavy
And I got tired of shame
So I'm learnin' how to breathe
Without your shadow near
Missin' you ain't a weakness
It just means I was sincere
[Final Chorus]
Ride or die, you lied
Ride or die, you lied (you lied)
I gave you my whole heart
You gave me back the blade
Ride or die, you lied
Ride or die, you lied (you lied)
I still miss your name
But I love me more today