I loved you your entire life

Every night
I wake up in a cold Sweat
Heart beating a thousand miless an hour
I can’t breeeath
I cry for hours in the showerr
Your scent still lingers around the house like flowers. 
I spray the pillows with your cologne
at moments I have to remind myself that I’m noww alone
My heart feels lost
Cold as stone
Your scent allows me to get through this heartbroken spell

[chorus 1]
Release me from this pain 
This pain is so reallll
I don’t deserve it anymore
I fought so hard
I did everything right
I loved you for your entire life

I said I do
Till death to us part
And till we meet again
My hearts been ripped apart
My Angel from God flies in the skies above
And I hurt so bad 
He was everything I had

[chorus]
That Love was so strongggg
Love so pure
The cure to Everythingnnnggggggg
Love so stronnnngggg
I don’t know how to live

[transition]
Help me live again
Help me laugh
How can I live again
How can I live againnnn

[chorus]
that love was so strong
Love so pure
The cure to everythinnnngggggg!!!
Love so strong 
I don’t know how to live….

I will always carry your soul with in mine
I will hear the sound of you voice,
in every choice,
I make
I feel blessed that you were mine
But I can’t go on living with this mind
I just can’t breath 
I just can’t sleep
I feel like you’re missing in everything
Crying has become my only communication
When will I stop crying desperation….

[chorus2]
Release me from this pain
I don’t deserve it anymore
I fought so hard
I did everything right
I loved you your entire life

I will love you for the rest of mine
I will love you for the rest of minnnneee
I will love you for the rest of minnnnnnneeeeeee

I will always imagine your touch
You fingers running down my face
Wiping my tears awayyy
Your embrace
Your beautiful lipss
Kissing my face
Your body intertwined in mine as we lay to sleep
Holding me so dear

I will always know what it’s like to be loved
Ooohhh ooohhh 
I will always know what it’s like to be loveddd 
Please forgive if I don’t know how to go onnn
With out your love…..

Alternative metal, raspy voice, blues, female