"Drink myself to death"

(Verse 1)

You couldn’t say it to my face, so you sent it through a friend,

Your words were poison dressed in pain, pretending it was the end.

You laughed while I was bleeding out, calling it my fault,

Like I asked to wear your damage, like I begged for all the salt.

(Pre-Chorus)

You don’t see the mess you made, you just pour another lie,

I hope someday you taste the weight of every time you made me cry.

(Chorus)

You told them I should drink myself to death,

Like the bottle could erase the things you said.

But I’m still standing here, lungs full of air,

You tried to drown me, but I don’t scare.

No, I won’t die for you, I won’t fade like that,

Your hate won’t write my epitaph.

(Verse 2)

I carried your storms, stayed when you withdrew,

Loved you through the shakes and smoke and every shade of blue.

But you turned that love to venom, sent it down the line,

Told my friend to pass the curse—said it should’ve been mine.

(Pre-Chorus)

You can call it anger, call it truth,

Either way, I’m done with you.

(Chorus)

You told them I should drink myself to death,

But I’m still singing, taking back my breath.

You can rot inside the echo of your threats,

I’ve got fire now—you just forget.

No, I won’t die for you, I won’t fade like that,

Your hate won’t write my epitaph.

(Bridge)

You built your peace on someone’s grave,

But I crawled out, I learned to save

The parts of me you tried to break—

Now your ghost can feel the quake.

(Final Chorus)

You told them I should drink myself to death,

But I toast to life instead.

Every scar’s a vow I kept,

Every tear I’ve finally wept.

I’m not gone—you were just wrong,

And this is my survival song.